With each adoption that falls through, there are times that I think, "I'm not going to survive this emotionally." Or, "I'm not sure how many more times I can do this."
As a testament to God's grace and will in my life, after a fairly rough morning giving our family and co workers the news, we are ready to get back in the saddle of this whole adoption ride.
I think we'll be even more cautious from here on out, but that's not a bad thing. God will just continue to use massive disappointment in our lives to achieve His purpose.
Be joyful always, pray continually, give thanks in all circumstances. 1 Thess 5:17.
PS. I am so happy for Miss D that she gets to raise her son.
On a funny note, Hannah suggested tonight that she should have a baby brother and we should name him Matthew Xavier Honey Badger. I think it's a good suggestion, unique but not too weird:)
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hey girl! i am just getting caught up on all the blogs and read about your journey this past week. I know it is an emotional roller coaster and I will continue to pray for you. i am so glad you have a great support team and a great family :)
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